I don’t know what the hell to do










Pete & I took our grandson to the zoo last Saturday. It was kind of a letdown, the zoo wasn’t how I remembered it as a child, but our grandson still seemed to enjoy it.
Thinking about quitting social media for a while. I need a mental break. I care too much about innocent people getting hurt and I carry that weight in my soul. Then I get mad.
I also do not like what I see on Facebook from friends that defend and stick up for ice and trump.
How can they?
Do they not see what I see?
Do they only watch fox news?
Do they want to pretend like everything is wonderful and trump has made America great again?
Lies, lies, lies
shame, shame, shame
Do they not understand the reason behind why people all over the country are protesting?
Especially Minnesotans.
NO, they are not causing trouble!!
yes, they do love their neighbors, and they are trying to help them!!
They are doing the very thing that Jesus said to do.
The whole thing clearly is disturbing.
I’m at the point in my life where I have absolutely no patience for ignorant people.
I want people to care.
So yeah, I think I myself became an activist out of heart break.
Starting with George Floyd, and then from all that has happened since.
I see how they lie, I see how they try to turn the stories to make them look good. I see right through people. I always have!
The problem is that my own children do not like me being an activist.
So, I do not know what to do about that.
I just don’t know.